He can’t afford the stellar prices of a unit in
the city so must reside in a satellite.
His Ford spaceship rocketing him back and
forward along a trajectory as black as a
hole, certain that the cost to his flesh of all that
time spent in stasis will one day have to be
paid. If his goal was simple efficiency he would
eat, sleep and work in the same room and he
knows he doesn’t want to be a hermit. He
feels alone when spending all that
time solitary at the helm. Solitude is not a
problem to him, but he can admit to himself that
loneliness is. He wonders how many other
planetary travellers are alone at their helms, in
their satellites, eating microwave dinners,
with the TV on but not watched, or music
playing to assuage a burnt soul (but all the music
in the universe is not enough to bring
healing). And people whisper their envy of his
far away dwelling place, and his fine rocket ship. His
spacesuit, the only thing protecting him against the
harsh realities of his environment, is cause for
speculation and lust. And he doesn’t know how to
relate to someone’s misperceptions of who he is
and why he lives how he does.
He is in a stationary orbit, slowly spinning around
a large mass of people who don’t know
he is there.
MDC 23/10/2020
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